Hey Mossy, I know nobody is going to agree with what I say but... Isn't it obvious that God saved your life, whether you love him or not he still loves you. If it weren't for him you could be dead right now. Worse than that you could be in Hell for your sin. Wouldn't it be better if you could have eternal life if you turned from your sin? Plus you could have a hope that outlasts darkness. Matthew 11:28 says:

"Come to me, all you who are weary and burdened, and I will give you rest." That is Jesus talking, so go to him he will bring you hope, love and forgiveness. For we all are sinners and fall short of the glory of God.  Even if you don't see this I will be praying for you and am glad you are O.K. 

:D