
What is UP newgrounds it’s been a hot minute, and I mean a HOT minute. A lot has happened since I made my last news post, I mean shit my last post in general.

A lot of good things have happened, I got with a girl and was crazy in love for starters. She and I had liked each other for a while and I was too much of a little bitch to ask her out so my friend did it for me, and it worked we were amazing with each other. I dated a few people at this point, been around the block yk. But because of her I high key stopped liking any other women and fell in love with every one of her flaws n’ shit. It was a more mature kinda love i'd never really done before. I got into AP art and have been grinding on that (also because of that i have to watermark my work so it's definitely gonna look dumb and annoying but as soon as my porfolio's submitted i'll switch it back), I’ve been cranking out paintings while also trying to not flunk out of school which is surprisingly hard when you’re dumb and got 3 F’s. got a job and it was like the best job ever, quit that job because the company dissolved, and then got another job (which is also great but less), and I got dumped by the previous girl, (really sucked, like a lot) honestly it still sucks and I’m just tryna put fun front foot forward, it’s hard to suddenly go from having someone you really want a future with to having someone you want a future with that just ain’t happening anymore.

I made a few paintings and I wrote songs and i feel like a totally different person than I did just a few months ago, it’s funny that life changes so fast because it’s honestly hard to catch up, like a race I didn’t even know started yet. The gun was silent yk? Everything’s kinda been sucking for a little bit because a lot of bad things have happened, and losing my boo thang was really hard too lmao I can’t stress that enough. But I’ve overall been ok, I don’t hate myself anymore that’s like a huge improvement. and I missed newgrounds every second, it’s tough being active when you’re so busy all the time. And the fact I can’t use newgrounds in public because there’s a 50% chance there will be boobies on my screen and I will NOT be taking that chance. Regardless of that tho, I love all of you, every single user, this is the kind of community I’m proud to say I’m a part of and I wear my tank man tee with pride. Anyway, life update aside I will be making some new posts pretty soon, I might have made one just now, idk if I did as of writing. To anyone that read this far, thank you! Your presence means the world to me. Also I looked back and saw the face reveal I did and I did not want that to be what people see me as forever so here are two photos of me that are not that one, love y’all and I’ll be back to complain in the next one.
