🔞 ADULT: Id/atillite - HD Photos!

I am me. Me is myself. Myself is I. I am me, who is myself, so I am I.



"... You work from your own experience, accepted ideas, morals, and your spiritualism. Its immpossible to live my life, think my thoughts, and act as me. Its simply beyond possibility by any standard. You can try and convince me of your own thoughts all you want, and I'll stay at my wall and with my fears and with my loathesome meat-sack, and I'll stay in the dark, self-rightous and stupid. I'll never change because there is nothing to change into. I'll remain myself for the rest of my days and I'll remain with the limitations I have and the undiscovered territories I will never have the balls to venture into. I've had enough ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ flung at me, enough to believe in, enough for me to live for several times over. What makes me special beyond my life expectancy? Even that was partial gift and partial work. I've worked so hard and gotten so far, but in retrospect its all so frivilous and worthless. Its a life ruled by chemicals from begining to end. The grand atom in its many forms. That's all there is. Yet somehow there is order. There is differance. And here I am, hoping to be different, eternal, everything; yet I also want to be normal, dead, and nothing. I'll amount to nothing but a forgotten life. Generations will pass and nothing will remain but the atoms which I am built of. I'll be nothing just like I always was and still am. Right now I want to live as much as I want to die, and I'm too afraid of either, like always, and so I do nothing. Again. I do nothing at all. You should have never met me, but fate, chance, possibility; whatever you want to believe; brought me here and I had to fumble with the natural flow one more time. All for what? Exerted atoms and nothing to gain but the flow of a few chemicals. And things come full circle."

Old quote is old.

Anyways I'll throw down a few quick notes about myself; since you are interested enough to check out the ID, I might as well appease, such as:

I tend to be neutral and clam-headed (hail clams). I have a fasination with Trip-Hop. I'd like to think of myself as an intellectual.



"What in the hell is this animal ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥?"