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“Ever since I joined the Survey Corps, I’ve had people dying on me every day. But you understand, don’t you? There are things more important than your own life.”
“We’re all going to die one day… but not giving your life meaning is the only real tragedy.”
“If you win, you live. If you lose, you die. If you don’t fight, you can’t win!”




"Why is peace always the justification for violence?"
“Hating you … I’ve hated myself. I just don’t have the energy for it any longer.”
“In the pursuit of great, we failed to do good.“
"You've always been a part of it. You just never had to look it in the eye. One dead kid? There's hundreds more where he came from. Thanks to Silco, and thanks to people like you who stuck their heads in the dirt."
"I thought maybe you could love me like you used to, even though I'm different"
“We’ll show them. We will show them all.”
"I would have never given you to them not for anything. Don't cry you're perfect"
"You’d die for the cause, but you won’t fight for one."
"Power, real power, doesn't come to those who were born strongest, or fastest, or smartest. No it comes to those who will do anything to achieve it."



(Vander statue)

A thousand times I've imagined this moment.

Never like this.

All we ever wanted.

The boy didn't even haggle.

And what do I lose but problems?

Oh, it all makes sense now, brother.

Is there anything so undoing as a daughter?







Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days
(Feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days)
Stare in the mirror and I look for another face
(Stare in the mirror and I look for another face)
And I get so tired of puttin' out fires and makin' up lies
Checkin' my eyes for some kinda light, but nothing's inside
And it feels like it's rained in my head for a hundred days

And I say I hate you when I don't
Push you when you get too close
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
But I can't do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times
(I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times)
Believed it myself when I halfway apologized
(Believed it myself when I halfway apologized)
And it's not unfair I'm asking for prayers, but nobody cares
Going nowhere like falling downstairs while everyone stares
No one's there when I've asked for forgiveness a hundred times

And I say I hate you when I don't
Push you when you get too close
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
But I can't do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go

No, I'm just takin' a shot
Ah, maybe I'm just too eager
Oh, maybe I lost the plot
Ha, I used to pity some people
I said they were missing a spine
Yeah, maybe the problem is ego
Maybe the, maybe the problem is mine
Really, I'm fine

Don't get too intimate, don't get too curious
This is just feeling like it's not that serious
Stare at the ceiling, feeling delirious
♥♥♥♥ all your empathy, I want your fury 'cause I will just
Tell you I'm better then, better then
Spit out my medicine, medicine, ay
Drunk on adrenaline, -drenaline, ay
And I don't know why I

Say I hate you when I don't
Push you when you get too close
It's hard to laugh when I'm the joke
But I can't do this on my-
Only you can save me from my lack of self-control
And I won't make excuses for the pain I caused us both
So thank you for always standing by me even though
Sometimes bad things take the place where good things go