Evan's Essence
Patron Saint of Self-Injury
Haddonfield, New Jersey, United States
"these hills may be silent, but not when im smokin' that loud."
I'm not crazy, YOU'RE crazy.


"these hills may be silent, but not when im smokin' that loud."
I'm not crazy, YOU'RE crazy.


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"So I was sitting in my cubicle today, and I realized. Ever since I started working, every single day of my life has been worse than the day before it. So that means that every single day that you see me, that’s on the worst day of my life."
- Peter Gibbons, Office Space (1999)
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"Sacrifice, exactly! I sacrificed the ultimate sacrifice! My happiness! For my kids! You bet I did! You bet I did... and I'd do it again, too. I'd do it over and over again. Ha, that's my life! Over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over..."
- Clay Puppington, Moral Orel (2008)
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She said, "Lover come and hold me, I am terribly afraid.
While you're shouting at the stars, my scars are not fading away."

He said, "Darling, I was begging heaven make them disappear.
But see I didn't get an answer or at least one I could hear.
Now I am thinking of the past and how we both said vows and lied.
And I am wondering how we trust ourselves to say a second time."
- La Dispute, Sad Prayers for Guilty Bodies
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"This. This is what I'm talking about. This is what I mean when I'm talking about time and death and futility. There are broader ideas at work, mainly what is owed between us as a society for our mutual illusions. 14 straight hours of staring at DBs, these are the things you think of. You ever done that? Hmm? You look in their eyes, even in a picture. Doesn't matter if they're dead or alive. You can still read them, and you know what you see? They welcomed it, mm-hmm, not at first, but right there in the last instant. It an unmistakable relief. See, because they were afraid and now they saw for the very first time how easy it was to just let go. And they saw in that last nanosecond, they saw what they were, that you, yourself, this whole big drama, it was never anything but a jerry-rig of presumption and dumb will. And you could just let go. Finally know that you didn't have to hold on so tight. To realize that all your life—you know, all your love, all your hate, all your memory, all your pain—it was all the same thing. It was all the same dream. A dream that you had inside a locked room. A dream about being a person… And like a lot of dreams there's a monster at the end of it."
- Rust Cohle, True Detective (2014)
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Gloomy Jun 10 @ 10:36pm 
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Momo Mar 26, 2024 @ 10:38am 
spammed the same stupid move but gg