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My Mental H̷͚́͢͞e҈̨͖̰̥̏͐̋͠ä̵̢̖͙́̄̽͝ļ̵̖̲͑̔̆͡ṯ̵̢̽͠ḩ̸̌̉̕ͅ
If you read this...

Idk...


M̷̧͝a҈̢͞y̷̢̕b҉̨͡e҉̢͠ y҉̨͠o̵҇͜u҈̡͡ s̸̨͝h҉̨҇ǫ̴҇u҉̧̛d̷̨̕n̴̡̕'̴̢͡t̷҇͢?҉̢͝


I dont care what you will do...

Just don't l̶͢͡a̶҇͜u҉̢͞g̴̢͡h̷̢҇... ok?

There are a lot of fears like claustrophobia, where p̶̢̕e̶̡҇o̶͢͡p̴̡͡ļ̵̛ȩ̶͝ are scared of small places.
P̸͢͝e̸̢̛o̷̕͜p҉̨̕l̷̢͠e̷҇͜ are also scared of ghost, and this is called phasmofobia. But if y̸̨̕o҈̢̛u̶̢҇ scared of height, y̴̨̕o̸̧̕u҈̕͢
propably have acrophobia.

Now y̷̧͡o҉̨̛u̷̢̕ propably wonder... why am I even w҈̨͓̫̀̕ͅr̷̨̥̓͐̌͠i҉̠͇̿͋͢͞t̸̨͓̓̾̾̕í̶̛͙͍͢n̶̡̪͔̯̈́̔̒͠g҉̦̭̝҇͌̑͑͜ this?

Thats because ̶I̶ ̶w̶a̶n̶t̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶a̶l̶k̶ with y҉̧͙̩̉͡ơ̴̡͚̩̑̋̋u̷̡͚̇̅͝ about my fear which is...


W҈̢̛h҉̨̛y̴̨̛ d̷̛͜o҈̨͠ y̸͢͡o̵̡̕u̵͜͞ e̸̡͝v҉҇͜e̶͢͝n̷҇͢ r̴̡̛e̵̢͡a҉͜͞d̴̨̕ t̸̨͞ḩ̴͡i̷̢͞s҉͢͞?̴̨͠ W̴̧͝h̴̢҇y̴̡͝ a̷̢̛m҈̕͜ I̴҇͜ ȩ̶̛v̵͢͠e҈̢͞n҈̢̕ w̷̧͞r҉҇͢i̵̡̛t̵͢͝i̴͜͠n҈҇͜g҈̨͝ t̵̕͜h̴͢͝į̷҇s̶̨͠?҉̢͝


Which is... S̶̕͢o̸͢͡c̵̕͢i̴̢̛e̶̡͡t̷̢͡y̶̢҇

And the main reason behind it is s҈̫̾̍͢͝c̴̡͈̐̕ḩ̷̪̯͍̾́͂̕o̴̢̖̾̕ȍ̴̧̰͍̩͂̉͠l̵̢͕̳҇̽ ...

Where...


Ņ̶͡o҉̧͠ ǫ̴̕n̸̨̛e̴͢͝ p̶̧͠ŗ̵̛o̴͢͡p̷̛͢ą̵̛b̶̨͠l̷̢̛y̸̢̕ g҈̡̕i҉̛͢v҈̢͠ȩ̴͠ a̵̧̛ s̷̡͝h҉̡̛*҉̧͞ţ̶̛ a҉͢͡b̵̨͞o̵̢҇u̵̧͠t̵͢͝ t̴҇͜h̵͜͝a̸̢͠t҉̨͠


I never got a҉̨͝c҈̧͝c̷͢͠e҉͢͡p̶̧̛t̵͜͞e̶̕͢ḑ̸͝ by a҉̢͕̀͠ͅn̷̢̜̣͙̽͠y҉͇̙̈́̽̃͜͡ǫ̵̛̜͎̲̓̈n̶̢͎̽́́͠e̸̢̛̦̩͓̓ ... I was always b̴̡͝u҉̢̕l̴̨͡l҉̧͡i̴͜͠e̶͜͠d̸̨͝... No one ever l̷͜͝i̸̧̛k̸̡̕e҉̢͝d̷̨͡ me...

No one even treated me as a h̴͍̍̕͜u̵̜̰̩̍͜͠m̶̯̳̾̉̀̕͜a̸̛̰͍̅͜n̶̢̛̗̟̳̐̒ ... They more like as an object of j̵̡͎̯͛͡ǫ̶͖̝̞̋̀̽͠k̶̛̲̖̜̍̏̈́͜e̴͇̽͢͝s̴̢͈̰͎̋͡ ...

But why...? I... I r҉̢҇e҉̨̕a̴̡͝l̶̡̛l҈̕͢y̷̧҇ want to k̴̨͠n҉̧͠o҉̨͡w̵̢͞ ...

During (when i wrote this) 10.5 years of learning... I've never had a f̶̧̛r̴̕͢i̴̧͡ȩ̸͠n̷̡̕ḑ̸͞

I was in 4 different schools, in 6 different classes...

y҈̧͠e̷͢͞s̴̨͞ ... 10.5 years, 6 classes, and 0 f̵̧̞̉̀͠ŗ̵͚̲͚̚͠i҈̨̦̉̀̚͝e҉̡͕̾̎͠ņ̵̜̌̇̋͞d҈̣̏̏͜͠s҉̧̗̯҇̀͋́


O҈͜͞ŗ̴͡ m̷͜͞a̵̢͝y̷͢͠b̶҇͜ȩ̶͡ t̸̢̛h҉͜͡i҉̨̛ş̴͠ i̷̧̛s҈̧͝ m҈̢͝y҈̧͝ f҉̧͞a̶̡҇u̸̡͡l҉͜͠t̷̡̛.̶̢͡.̴͜͠.̵̡̕ n̷̡͞o̵̡͡.҉̨͞.̴̡҇.̵̨̛ Į̴͠ t̸͢͠r̸̢͝i҈̡͠e҈͜͞d̴̕͢ t҉̢͞o҉̡͝ b҈̕͜e҉̨͡ k̷̡̕i҉҇͜n̷̕͜d̶҇͜ t̸̕͢ơ̷̧ e̴̢҇v̷̧̕ȩ̴͠r̵̕͢y̴̡̕o҈̨̛n̷̨̛e̴̢̕.҈҇͢.҈̡͠.̵̡҇ S҉͢͝o̷̡̕ w̵̧͡h҉͜͞y̵̨҇ n̶̡͞o҉̨̛b̵̢͞o̶̡͡d̴͜͝y̵̛͜ l҉̧҇į̸͠k̸̢͡ę̷̛d̷̛͢ m̶̨҇e̸̡͠?̷҇͜


Because of that I'm s̴̨͠c̶̕͢a̵̢͞r̴͜͞e̶͢͝d̷̛͜ of people... I'm s҉̨͇̩̉̾́̕c҈̣͍̿̽̕̚͜a҈̡̫̒͞r̸̨̘̗̒͠e̴̛̙̚͢ͅd̵̨̥͖͍҇̔̈ of making any new relationship...

I don't know ̶h̶o̶w̶ ̶t̶o̶ ̶t̶a̶l̶k̶ ̶w̶i̶t̶h̶ people... I don't know what does f̶͜͠r̴̛͢i҈͜͡e҉͢͡n҈̢͡d҈̧͠ even mean...

Because ȩ̴̕v̵̕͢ę̷̕r̸̡͠y҉͢͝ time I thought i have a f̸̜̀͜͝r̶̡̘̟̉̌͑̕į̸̛͎̀̚e̶͉̞͑͗͢͝n̴̡͉͂̅͝d̷̯̦̩͗̈́͜͞ ...

Shortly after that he t҈̕͢u҈̧͝r҉̧̕n̷̢̛e̸̢͡d҈͢͡ out to be the same b҉̡̯̯͗͞*̵̛͎̅͜t̷̨̛̫̝͔̎c̴̨͙̋͑̉͞ḩ̶̲͉̎́̉̕ as everyone else

But why? I... I just wanted to be... a҉̨͎͚҇̉ͅc̵͕͎̊͢͡c҉̢̛̫̬̾ę̶̯͋̓͝p̵̢͚̂͡t̸͈̥̜̅̚͜͠è̶̟͜͠d̸̡̮̽̂̃͝ ...


W̷҇͢h̸͢͡e҈̨͞r̵͢͞e̵̢͡ i̸̡̕ m̸͜͝a҉̨̕d̴̡͠e̴͢͡ a̶͜͡ m҈̕͢i҈̢̕s̴͢͞t҉͢͞a̸̡̛k҈͜͡e̸͜͝?̷̨͡ M̸҇͜a̴͜͞y̷̢͞b̷̡͞ȩ̶҇ w҈̧͡h̶̛͢ȩ̸̕n̴͢͠ i̸̧͡ w̵̡͠a҉̧҇s̸̡͠ b҈̨̛o҈̕͢r҈̡҇n̴̨͡?̴̧̛


I have a few p̷̨̛e҉̨̛ơ̵͜p̸̕͢l̶̛͢e̷͜͡ in the i̶҇͜n҈̛͜t̷̡͡e̴͢͞r̸̨͝n̴͢͡e҉҇͢t̶̢͡ that i talk to... and I kinda like them... and I think they l̸̢҇i̴̡̕k҈͜͠ę̷̛ me too...

But...

This is ̶n̶o̶t̶ ̶t̶h̶e̶ same as real f҉͕͙̞́̇͢͡ŗ̵͚͒̎̚͞i̸̡̘̙̜̇̃́͝e҈̨͖҇͊͑̒n̴̡͔̓͝d̴̠͛̕͢ ...


M̶͢͡a̶̢͝y҉̧̛b҉̢͠e҈̡҇ i̴̡̛ s̴͜͡h̶̛͜o҉̨͝u̵̢͝l҉̡̛ḑ̴̕ b̷̢͞ȩ̶҇ a̴̡͝ f̴̢͠ŗ̵҇i̶̡̕ę̷͡n҉͢͡d̸̢͞ w̷̢͝į̷͝t̸̢͝h̸̢̕ m̷̨͠y̴͜͡s̵̕͢ȩ̶̕l̷̨͠f̸҇͢,҉̢͡ b̶̧҇u̴̧͠t҈҇͜.̶̧̕.҈̨͡.̷҇͢ I̷͜͡ d҉̧͠ǫ̶̕n̵̨͝'̵̛͜t҈͜͡ w̷̡҇a̷̢҇n҉̧̛t҉͢͝ t҈̡͠o̵͢͠ b̴̡͞e҉̕͜ a̶̢̛l̷͜͞ǫ̴̕n̵̢̛e҉̡͞


And the w̶̢͝o̷̢̕ŗ̵҇s̶̢̕ţ̷̕ part of it is that... I'm not the ǫ̶͓̥͗̐̓͞n҈͇̤̯͒̅͊͢͠l̶̨͓̟̾̀͠y̶̢̝̽̍͡ one...

There are many people who are b̶̨͖̥̈͞r̶̢̲̮͐͂̉͠o̵̢͕̾̊̂͠k̸̨̝͑͝ë̴̛̠͐͢n̷͔͐̎̕͢ by Humanity too...

And here is my q̷̛͜u̶̡͞e̸̢̕ş̵͠t҉̧͞i̴҇͜o̸̢̕n̶̡҇ to everyone who does that:

Why so many ̶p̶e̶o̶p̶l̶e̶ have fun from making someone ḃ̶̨̞͎̞̃̓͞r̴̛͉̩̞͑̚͜o҉̡̬̗͂͡k̶̡̘̦̊̈͝e̶̬͂́͢͞n̷̡̛̜̍̃ ? what's funny about that?

What if this p҈̨͡e̶̕͜r҉̡͞s̸̢͡ǫ̵͡n҉̨͝ was you?

How would you ̶f̶e̶e̶l̶ when everybody would b̵̢̕u҈̛͢l̸̡͠l҈̢͞y̶͜͡ you?

Remenber k̴͈̱͓҇͐͢ǎ̴͔̥͍̀̂͜͝r̸̨͎͆͗͞m̷̢̛̤̫̮̓́a҉̡͉̙̀̃̚͡ ̷e̷x̷i̷.̷.̷.̷. no... it doesn't exist...


Ş̴̕a҉̢҇d҉̡̛l̶̢͠y҉̢͡,̷̢҇ w̶͜͞ơ̴͜ŗ̶͝l̸̡̕d҈̧҇ į̵҇s̵̛͢n̸̨̕'҉̡͝t҈̢͝ f̷̡͠a̵҇͢i̴̡͠r҉̢͞.̵̡͡.̵͢͠.̶҇͢


Just please stop d҈̡҇ǫ̶̛i҉͜͝n̸̡͠ģ̸҇ that...

̶B̶u̶t̶ ̶i̶f̶ ̶y̶o̶u̶ ̶w̶o̶n̶t̶... I don't care...

Just r͟e͟m͟e͟m͟b͟e͟r͟... you have b̸͖͍̄͢͞l̴̢̛̬̦͋̌o̷̧̗̩̥͛͡*̸̛̗͙̭̓̋͜d҉͖̇͜͝ on your hands...


I̴̢͠ t҈̨̕h҉̢͠i̵̧̛n̵͜͝k҉͜͞ t̸̡͠h҉҇͜e̸̢҇y҈̨҇ d̴̢̛o̴͜͠n̸̨̛'̷̧̛t̸̨͠ c̸̕͜a̸̢͠r̴̛͜e҉̧̕.̴̧̛.̵͢͠.̶̧͝ b̸̡͝u҈̡͡ţ̴͠ s̷̡͝t̸͢͠i̴̧͝l̶͢͞l҈̨͡ t̴҇͢h҈҇͢e̸͢͠y̶̧҇ s̸̡͝h̵҇͢ơ̴̢ư̶̡d̸̡̛n̶̡҇'҉̡̛ţ̵̕ b̶҇͢ȩ̷͞ a҉̧͡l҉̨͡l҉̧̛o̴̢͞w̷͜͞e҉̡҇ḑ̷͠ t̴̡̕o̷҇͢ l̷͜͡i̷̡͝v̸̢͞ę̴͝ i҉̢͝n̶̢҇ s҈̕͜o̴̡̕c҉̧̕i҉͢͠e̸̡͡t̵̡͠y҉̨͡.҈̡͝.̴̧҇.̵͜͞ o̶͜͡r̸͜͝ m҈̡҇a҉̧͡y̷̢̕b҈͢͡e̴͢͞ m҉̡҇e҈̧͞?҉̡̕


There is a note from me:

If you see someone broken, help him...

If you see someone getting bullied, report that to anyone you can think of...

Stop ignoring hate towards others...

Just live in peace...

This is the only way we can stop this bullsh*t...

Everyone deserve to be loved... B҈͇̞̌̀̆͜͝ḙ̴͕͇̐͢͠s҈̨͇͚̫҇̐i̷̞͎͚̊̎̀͢͠d҈̧̩̣҇̈́̎̋e҉͕́̑̕͜s̶̡̳̤҇̅͒̔ m̵̞̰͛͢͞e̸̢̗̓͝ͅ.̵̢̯̫̈͠.҉̨̞̪̜̆́͝.҈̢͓̓̋̚͠

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