My wife told me to play Skyrim again because it made me happy.

When I left Steam several years ago (and with that this group). my life was chaotic.

Skyrim was for me a way to escape from reality, to escape from a marriage that literally destroyed me. I divorced her, and i left to a different town and got married with my back then mistress.

My wife saw me struggling since i got divorced, saw me struggling through life.

After 4 years we got married because she was carrying my child, our daughter Chelsa.

My wife told me i had to play Skyrim again, because i wasn't the same person anymore. She thinks Skyrim will bring back the old me, so yeah... I wil listen to my wife then

Thus now we are a few years later, and i opened Steam again because it was time to play the game again.

Tears were rolling when i saw the group: eventhough there is 0 activity, everyone is still here. That is something.... that touched me.

So, back to the game....

The first thing i have changed, was my name into Osiris Dragonia.

Osiris, the Egyptian God of ressurection, fertility and the underworld.
Dragonia, in loving memory of my mother who was born in the Chinese year of the dragon.

When i played Skyrim for the first time, i created Inanna. A Nord female based on my wife (back then she was my... mistress) and i have learned modding the game.

Now i have decided to create a whole new character: a High Elf (she is based on our daughter Chelsea).

I began to mod my game:

• CBBE BodyMod
  
• Better Females by Bella
  
• Eyes of Beauty
  
• KS Hairdos
  
• Witch of the Wild armor
  
• Halo Poser Mod
  
• Brows
  
• Racemenu
  
• Midas Spells

I have no ENB installed yet, but i have to admitt it already looks pretty.
I have 0 CTD: i install everything manual, just like i used to do.

So i present to you, Hedda Norell, my new character in game.

I don't know if you guys want this group to be active again, because i just left.
For that i am truly sorry, i had to much chaos in my life back then.

But i hope we can have some fun again, help eachother out and share screenshots.

For me, it feels like coming home.

May Talos guide us all!


https://steamcommunity.com/sharedfiles/filedetails/?id=3609524119