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I found out I was pregnant on Wednesday. I went to the doctors yesterday and I'm 6 weeks apparently.
I love my boyfriend more than the world, but I know things are coming to an end, I know the relationship is toxic and he's too selfish and immature to have a child.
Ive also just got myself back into college, I've just started looking for a job, I'm just starting to sort my life out.
The baby wouldn't get the attention, the devotion that it would deserve.
So I need to have an abortion, I need to do what's right for myself.
But I already love it, I already want it. And I'm going to hate myself for the rest of my life if I get an abortion.
Im alone in this, my boyfriend broke up with me last night (on and off relationship) and has blocked my number. I just feel so alone.
My mum and a few of my friends know, but they'll all try and convince/pressure me into keeping it. The only friend who's actually there for me, and is thinking of things logically, lives 4 hours away.
I feel miserable.

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is anyone playing starcraft 2 apart from me and jiro? everyone's steam activity is quiet so im guessing you are? add us!

lol i'm the only person playing mass effect 2 and its the second highest palyed this week! I need to get out more...

finally! yeah good game! bit short but action packed!