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Your skin, when I know you love me,
it gets soft.
When I stare at you, the creases on your eyes form,
and it’s seeing everything you are,
everything I give to you.
And maybe, when we start kissing [i.imgur.com],
and doing everything we wanna really do,
I hope we do it for me and you,
the wind hits our eyes [68.media.tumblr.com],
and that’s when we really should [imgur.com].

I know you’re entranced [imgur.com],
and I know that your smile,
the bag on your eyes,
the fun [i.imgur.com] that we have.
It’s all meant to be,
meant to be, meant to be.
We’re listening to our body [imgur.com],
and our senses tell us this is it.
oh, baby.

Who’d knew flowers had that many petals,
so I thought,
and I asked myself,
“why if I’ve played [imgur.com],
‘it loves [68.media.tumblr.com] me or loves me not’ so many times
why had I never counted them?”

█████████████████████████████ What Happens Next

As cliche as it sounds—and why do we always say this after
death?—I knew life had better things for you. And I really did.
Why did I knew? How did I knew? Because I cared for you.
Even If I could have shared my vision, it wouldn’t have
changed much, you were always so stubborn, yet because
of this you were the first person I ever trusted, because
trusting that you’d see beyond was the only thing I could,
and the thing I was meant to do. 

And it’s not a matter of life getting better, because it doesn’t,
that’s not the fake positive vision I had. It was a matter of
being free. Freedom was the vision I saw for you, but its the
vision I see in everyone too, even though you more than
anyone grasped for it every day without ever knowing what
freedom was. 
The point in life is to be free, and if this purpose can’t be
achieved what happens next?—

What happens next?—Is the question of every portent and
where the beginning and the end meet. We say the
question when we don’t want to accept the future we know
the present brings. The question should be What happens
now? Yet, what happens when what happens next and
what happens now are the same? That’s truly when an
ending comes.

It’s not the type of ending you’d think. It’s just the ending
where this trust I had has to go, these unmerited dreams
have to go, and one of my best friends has to go too,
without saying goodbye at it—terrible manners (jk).

But, I didn’t want to say goodbye yet and I don’t want to say
goodbye now. Yet, it never was a matter of living and death.
We don’t own life, life doesn’t owns us either. Life just lives on.
So, more accurately this now is an unpredictable gap of when
will we meet again, yet its also a void where you feel
loneliness because there isn’t communication anymore.

All I can do now is never deny the chance that we will talk
again, and to never forget you.


This Happens Now █████████████████████████████


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