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The kitchen light hummed with a low, electric buzz, casting a pale yellow glow over the chipped linoleum floor. I remembered the exact sound of the refrigerator door closing and the metallic jingle of keys as Dad scooped them from the counter. It was early spring in Toledo, and a cold rain tapped against the glass, turning the street into a blurred ribbon of headlights. Dad had smiled—tired but warm—and said he’d be right back, just a quick run to the store at the end of the block because the carton was empty.

I’d nodded, my spoon paused in a bowl of dry flakes, not thinking to ask why we needed milk at nine o’clock on a Tuesday. I watched from the living room window as his old sedan coughed to life and rolled away, the red taillights shrinking into the drizzle until they vanished at the corner.

Ten minutes passed. Then thirty.

The rain grew heavier, streaking the glass in restless, jagged patterns. My mom sat on the couch folding laundry, her eyes darting to her phone every few minutes. At first, it was just a tightening of her jaw. By midnight, it was a frantic pacing that shook the floorboards. The cereal box stayed on the table, open and expectant, but the driveway stayed empty.

The next morning, the world carried on with a cruel indifference. School buses sighed at every stop and the neighbors walked their dogs, but our house felt like it had been scooped out from the inside. We called the hospitals. We called the police. They found the sedan parked two blocks from the store, the driver’s side door unlocked and the keys gone, but no sign of Dad. No struggle, no note, just an empty seat and a cold engine.

Days slipped into weeks, and the story shifted from "He’ll be home soon" to a silence that hung in the air like dust motes. The police eventually stopped calling. The "Missing" posters in the shop windows faded under the sun, the ink of his face turning a ghostly blue before being peeled away to make room for garage sale ads.

As summer arrived, I found myself scanning crowds at the mall, studying the back of every tall man’s head just in case. Once, on a trip to Detroit, I thought I saw him sitting on a park bench. My heart leapt so hard it was painful, but when the man turned, his eyes were the wrong color and his smile was a stranger's. That was the night I realized that an absence could be heavier than a presence. A person who leaves a hole leaves a shape that you can never quite stop trying to fit things into.

Mom stopped buying that brand of cereal. She took extra shifts at the clinic, her face hardening into a mask of quiet survival. I learned how to mow the lawn, how to check the oil in the car, and how to look at the front door without expecting it to swing open.

Years later, I still can’t stand the sound of a humming refrigerator in a quiet house. I grew up to be a man who always leaves a note, who always checks in, and who never says "I’ll be right back" without a heavy sense of gravity. Because I know now that some people don't leave because they want to; sometimes, they just step into the rain and are swallowed by the dark, leaving nothing behind but the echo of a promise and an empty bowl on the table.